Nobody told me

Wanted to meet you

And tell you

I’m sorry

You don’t know

how lovely you are,

Wanted to came by,

To say

That I think

You don’t really see,

How amazing you are

Don’t tell me you secrets,

Just let me still know who you are,

Oh, let’s go back to the start.

My heart is beating,

Beating ways too fast,

I am scared

Nobody told me how easy it is to

Fall so hard, is it a shame?

Nobody said, it was easy

No one ever said, it was that hard,

Can’t you take me back to the start?

Look to you feet

There lies my heart,

You don’t have to be afraid,

I cut it out for you,

Cause I couldn’t stop bleeding,

bleeding love,

I couldn’t sleep,

The beats were too loud

Now I wonder,

If you would call my name ever again,

If you knew all this,

My heart was beating,

Beating ways too fast,

I was scared

And you just gave it back

And I wanted to thank you,

Guess nobody told you,

And you didn’t noticed,

What you had of me,

Nobody said, it was easy

No one ever said, it was that hard,

I still want go back to the start

Lost in the big city

The days go by,

I’m missing you,

Finally meet you,

Chapters closing,

There goes my light,

Here goes my smile

Well

There’s really no way to reach you,

There’s really no way to stopp it,

There’s really no way to begin,

‘Cause there has never been anything

Just so many words,

Let me think

Make me remember,

A long distant melody,

Never reaching you,

This was my confession

There’s really no way to reach you,

There’s really no way to stopp it,

There’s really no way to begin,

‘Cause there has never been anything

Maybe time to time we will meet again,

I will always turn my head too fast,

When you walk by,

I wished I could have been a better friend,

Or what you wanted me to be,

I wished I could have been enough

This is the distance,

Between you and me,

There’s really no way to reach you

There’s really no way to stopp it,

Is there really no way to begin?

Has there been nothing?

This is my heart,

Lost in the big city

Awake

When I finally woke up

I heard my heart beating,

I felt my self shivering,

I knew that it was you,

You, I still want

You, I’ll never get

The pain was so perfect,

When I fell for you

I fell so hard,

And you are so worth it

Yeah I know

you would be worth everything

Will you stay up with me tonight

Will you stay awake with me?

I would share all I have

And I’ll give you my heart without aspiration,

I just want to stay awake with you

I’m trying really heard not to shake,

I’m afraid of looking at you,

But I’m feeling alive,

And with every breath I take,

I want you close,

You are still the only one,

I’ve know who made dreams come true,

Just stay here

You words are still priceless,

And the sound of your voice

Still makes my heart beat faster.

Yeah I know

you would be worth everything

Will you stay up with me tonight

Will you stay awake with me?

I would share all I have

And I’ll give you my heart without aspiration,

I just want to stay awake with you

Say my name,

I just want you to hear it,

Say my name,

Say that you didn’t forget.

You’re chaptering me,

You’re chaptering me,

You showed me how to stay awake,

So just say

So just say

That you will stay awake with me,

‘Cause it would do anything,

And you would be worth it, so worth it

I would share all I have

And I’ll give you my heart without aspiration,

I just want to stay awake with you

Save with me the night

Waking up

I dreamed so nicely

Wasn’t scared,

Just didn’t thought about it,

Never thought we shared,

After my dreaming

I woke up with this fear,

I heard my heart beating,

So much faster when you are near,

So if you are asking me

I don’t want you to know

When I see you

Don’t look into my eyes,

When I finally meet you,

Please just don’t touch me,

Don’t make me feel this,

What I was dreaming of,

What my heart is dreaming of,

Just leave me here alone

I never hoped,

I’ve stopped breathing,

I’ve stopped calling you,

I’ve stopped to remember.

At least this is what I tried,

I’ve never been good enough,

Not for you

So if you are asking me

I don’t want you to know

When I see you

Don’t look into my eyes,

When I finally meet you,

Please just don’t touch me,

Don’t make me feel,

What I was dreaming of,

What my heart is dreaming of,

Just leave me here alone

You made me forget the pain inside,

I’ve learned to hide so well

Now I’m pretending, that someone else will come

And save me from my self.

And you will never now

That when I see you

I want you to look into my eyes,

When I finally meet you,

I wished you would touch me,

That you’d make me feel,

What I was dreaming of,

What my heart is dreaming of,

And you don’t leave today

Don’t leave me today

I’ll never tell you,

But I whished you would just know,

I fell for you,

I just wished to hold you hand,

And be allowed to tell you,

What you make me feel

But I will never be enough…

Enttäuschungen tun weh,

sie sacken langsam ein,

nach Wut auf die anderen,

nach dem Selbstmitleid,

nach dem vielen Nachdenken,

nach den Tränen,

kommt die Wut auf mich selbst,

denn das Schlimmste ist,

es ist meine Schuld,

und das ist das schmerzhafteste.

Sie zugelassen zu haben.

Egal was du auch machst,

mach es gut bis bald ich wünsch dir was

ich wünsch dir das,

es war schön dich wieder mal zu sehn,

und ich kann dich ganz gut verstehn,

vielleicht ein anderes mal wieder,

erklärst du mir wir du bist,

denk dran, du wirst hier vermisst!