Pure life

Sitting there at the edge of this world they began to think. Maybe it was the innocence this place was radiating or it could also be the silence. Both of them are so rare and so valuable. Maybe was the sea, clear and beautiful, glittering in the sun like thousands of diamonds and you could get lost in its deep. Maybe it was the wind, bringing pure, fresh air, clearing your mind, your soul. Maybe it was the person sitting next to you, smiling, enjoying or it was the feeling to be free, to be alone and to be yourself.

It doesn’t matter, which of these things touched them, probably they can’t even tell, but no one can deny the beauty stroke their soul, gently and quietly. The untouched nature, pure life was what they felt when the wind made the grass dance, the sun caressed their face and turned the water into a sea of stars. The sky above them made them some kind of feeling free and safe at the same time. And when they left, they took all this with them, the warmth of the sun inside their heart, the feeling of being free in their mind and the silence in their soul. They would keep this forever, never wanting to forget what they have felt in that moment; the feeling to be a part of something, to be a part of life.

9.11.2007

Losing my Grip

Are you aware of what you did,

Do you see, that I’m losing it,

Right now I’m falling,

It’s like I'm not real, don’t you hear me calling.

Couldn’t you just be there for our sake?

Didn't you feel me break?

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say.

I was left to cry there

waiting outside there

But you never came back

I lost it and everything went black.

Then I realized I’m never gonna be me again

I'm starting to trip

I'm losing my grip

But why should I care

Cause you aren't there

I was so alone,

what happen to you, your heart’s like stone

In my dreams, in my fall,

Can’t you hear me call?

I'm starting to trip

I'm losing my grip

It’s like I’m lost,

I see the paint that you caused.

I’m giving up slowly, I can’t stand anymore,

The pain is too sharp I feel it till to the core.

You used to love me

you used to hug me

I was left to cry there

waiting outside there

Grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

Why should I care?

Cause you weren't there

when I was scared

I was so alone

You, you need to listen

I'm starting to trip

I'm losing my grip

And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Crying out loud

I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes

Open up wide

Why should I care

Cause you weren't there

when I was scared

I was so alone

Why should I care?

Cause you weren't there

when I was there

I was so alone

Why should I care?

If you don't care then I don't care

When I'm going anywhere